Where do I turn
I'm always questioning my sanity
Will I ever learn
I have always stolen my identity
Anyone forgive
Anyone forget
I don't want a life without respect
Life without respect
Feel there is no where that I fit
No where that I fit
I am a repeat offender
I will live with this forever
I am a repeat offender
I am a repeat offender
You have my word
There are only lies in my sincerity
I live in a world
That gives no meaning to integrity
Anyone forgive
Anyone forget
I don't want a life without respect
Life without respect
Feel there is no where that I fit
No where that I fit
I am a repeat offender
I will live with this forever
I am a repeat offender
I am a repeat offender
Someone take these handcuffs off my wrists and break the chain of habit
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside falling inside the black
Two halves are equal
A cross between two evils
It's not an enviable lot
But if you listen
You'll learn to hear the difference
Between the halfs and the half nots
I thought I heard you laugh
Yesterday
Oh, oh, oh, oh..
I thought I heard you scream
Felt like pain
Like pain, like pain, like pain, like pain
Have you seen my ghost?
Staring at the ground?
Have you seen my ghost?
Sick of those goddamn clouds
Are you some kind of medicine man?
Cut the demons out of my head
You can’t kill something that’s already dead
Just leave my soul alone
I don’t need no surgery
Take those knives away from me
From one altered ego
to another one's fantasy
and yet how should we know?
I confess that it wasn't me
So if you hear no, speak no, see no good
just don't be misunderstood
and if two wrong's don't make it right
keep this thought in mind—
It wasn't me, it wasn't me, it wasn't me
it was my split personality
It wasn't me
it's just my split personality, split personality
I can't escape this hell
So many times I've tried
But I'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Can somebody help me?
I'm being haunted by a whisper
A chill comes over me
I've been trapped inside this moment
I'm not a victim
I'm not a freak
Free me, before I slip away
Heal me, wake me from this day
Can somebody help me?
I've seen the face of my affliction
Of my reality
If you want more of this
We can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up
And stay sleeping
With my screaming in your itching ears
I'm so sick,
Infected with where I live
Let me live without this
Empty bliss,
Selfishness
I'm so sick
I'm so sick
Hear it, I'm screaming it
You're heeding to it now
Hear it! I'm screaming it!
You tremble at this sound
You sink into my clothes
And this invasion
Makes me feel
Worthless, hopeless, sick
I'd stay the hand of God, but the war is on your lips
How can I brace myself for razor blades on whips
When everything with meaning is shattered, broken, screaming
And I'm lost inside this darkness and I fear I won't survive
I could pray and trick with a double tongue, but the only fool here's me
I choose the way to go, but the road won't set me free
'Cause I wish you'd see me, baby, save me, I'm going crazy
Tryin' to keep us real, keep us alive
I'm the voice inside your head
You refuse to hear
I'm the face that you have to face
Mirrored in your stare
I'm what's left, I'm what's right
I'm the enemy
I'm the hand that will take you down
Bring you to your knees
So who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Yeah, who are you?
Keep you in the dark
You know they all pretend
What if I say I'm not like the others?
What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays
You're the pretender
What if I say that I'll never surrender?
1,2,3,4…
Watch your back now!
There's a larger threat than what's implied
Our time is now!
And I gotta have faith to win the fight
Be my strength, I'll be your backbone
Always danger of the unknown
Our battle has no end
We keep on going, keep on going now
But we're never gonna survive unless…
We get a little crazy
No we're never gonna survive unless…
We are a little…
Crazy
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like
Is it over yet, in my head?
I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet? I can't win
So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left
I know that I can find the fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way, get away, please
Visually, you're stimulating to my eyes
Your Cinderella syndrome's full of lies
Your insecurities are concealed by your pride
Pretty soon your ego will kill what's left inside
Just as beautiful as you are
It's so pitiful what you are
You should have seen this coming all along
It's so pitiful what you are
As beautiful as you are
You should have seen this coming all along
It's a crime you let it happen to me
Never mind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
but my mind and all the things I wanted
Every time I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
by the time I lose it I'm not afraid
of looking at you truly fake it
How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see
Forget it
You never go
You're always here (suffocating me)
Under my skin
I cannot run away
Fading slowly
I'd give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Can you tell me how we got in this situation
I can't seem to get you off my mind
All these ups and downs they
They trip up our good intentions
Nobody said this was an easy ride
After all, we're only human
Always fighting what we're feeling
Hurt instead of healing
After all we're only human
Is there any other reason
Why we stay instead of leaving
After all
From what I've seen
You're just a one more hand me down
Cause no ones tried to give you what you need
So lay all your troubles down
I am with you now
I'm here for the hard times
The straight to your heart times
Whenever it ain't easy
You can stand up against me
And maybe rely on me
And cry on me, yeah
Oh no, no, no
Some day they'll open up your world
Shake it down on a drawing board
Do their best to change you
They still can't erase you
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on
Can't let it bring us down
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily
I'll blow it away, blow it away
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around
Let's start over
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground
How the hell did we wind up like this?
Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror
Nothing's wrong, just as long as
You know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it all right but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
You’re going to have to hold my head up
In a whisper you will hear me say
If this will mark the end of our days
Weigh me down…
I knew we might not be so lucky
So lucky to outlast the few
If this will mark the end of our days
Weigh me down…
Is it you I want,
Or just the notion
Of a heart to wrap around so I can find my way around
Safe to say from here,
You're getting closer now,
We are never sad 'cause we are not allowed to be
Rain, rain, go away,
Come again another day,
All the world is waiting for the sun
This is the hardest story
that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I'm wastin'
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of love
Little bit of love, little bit of love
I am a part of your soul, boy
And when you say you're gone
I have to reach my arms out stretched to you
Because I know we're through
So go away, go away
And leave me on my own
Go away, go away
And leave me on my own
Finally it all makes sense
I could keep this all from you
And I could make a statement based on truth
But then it all comes tumbling down
Down, down, down
So go away, go away
And leave me on my own
Go away, go away
And leave me on my own
Story books full of fairy tales
Of kings and queens and the bluest skies
My heart is torn just in knowing
You'll someday see the truth from lies
Knowing clouds will rage
And storms will race in
But you will be safe in my arms
Rains will pour down
Waves will crash all around
But you will be safe in my arms
The cheap and evil girl
Sets out on the city
She's moistened every curl
She's poisonously pretty
And the unsuspecting fool falls pray
As the dim detective's lead astray
Genuflecting boys all say
The cheap and evil girl will get her way
The cheap and evil girl
Cheap and evil girl
Cheap and evil girl
The cheap and evil girl
Dances if you're worthy
She teases every twirl
She's deviously dirty, yeah
And you fantasize about the ample
Milky thighs you'd like to sample
Vocalize to her example
Deep illegal sighs, oh it's a scandal
The cheap and evil girl
Cheap and evil girl
Cheap and evil girl
Into the club for a rub in the sauna
Stream through the steam, there's a shot, you're a goner
Cry as you die cause you know you still want her
She can hypnotize with her evil mind
You're keeping in step
In the line
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
Cause you do
What you're told
But inside your heart it is black and it's hollow and it's cold
Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you want to change it?
The world is watching as I take my last breath
The world is watching as I get undressed
'Cause I'm pretty like drugs
The world is watching as my wings unfurl
The world is watching the death of a girl
'Cause I'm pretty like drugs
I load the gun
the world is watching with a pregnant pause
the world is watching as I fuck to applause
the world is watching as I plant the last seed
the world is watching me watching TV
'Cause I'm pretty like drugs
I load the gun
I wax and wain
Subject all my pain onto you baby
'Cause I'm pretty like drugs
Diamonds and dust
Poor man last, rich man first
Lambourginis, caviar
Dry martinis, Shangri-la
I got a burning feeling
Deep inside of me
It's yearning
But I'm going to set it free
I'm going in to sin city
I'm gonna win in sin city
Where the lights are bright
Do the town tonight
I'm gonna win in sin city
(I'm gonna rule you baby)
My skin's so thick that I can hardly off my rocks
Trigger finger, you're so temperamental on the spot
Two clouds of fiction and a quote to lead the flock
My hands were hers but yo, she paints a whole façade out enough
In the belly of night, she can't resume
She fed me glass because I told her I was over the truth
So unfortunate hands left with only blood
I just knew her vows would sink her over time
Do you regret taking the bet?
That you are the worst I have in store
You'd be right and I'd be yelling homicide
Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do
Count the bodies like sheep
Count the bodies like sheep
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Count the bodies like sheep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
